(Nuclear) Meltdown

The city lights, they shine and they glow
with a chilly anaesthetic aether
it's two am and I can hardly sleep
with this world moving so quickly

I'm like a lighter out of oil,
my insides are burning hotter and hotter
if only this world was a lie
but it feels so real it couldn't be

I had a dream where I lifted you up by your throat
It's a mild afternoon filled with streams and streams and streams of sunlight
as I clenched your trembling neck,
both of our tears fell and stained the ground...

Take me to a fusion reactor and if I try jumping in maybe then
Would you think it beautiful? surouned by the pure blue light
Take me to a fusion reactor and if I try jumping in maybe then
You'd forgive my sins and all my wrongs would be made right

I hear the sound of footsteps falling fast down the stairs and onto the balcony rails
the cloudy skies drop darkess on the window panes and oh shadows dance across the room.

As the twilight scatters the day, the ruddy sun the color of your crying
everythig starts to fade away, leaving this world to die its misserable death

I had a dream where I lifted you up by your throat
When the spring wind blows and sends the curtains dancing dancing
As I clenched your trembling neck,
Words came out but only silence rang out...

Take me to a fusion reactor and if I try jumping in maybe then
Do you think that my memories would turn white and dissapear?
Take me to a fusion reactor and if I try jumping in maybe then
I can fially sleep and dream like I used to do!

The radio, friend's laughter and a TV show,

I had a dream where everyone had dissapeaird from the earth
and in the dead of night the quiet gripped me harder harder
as I clenched my trembling throat
my tears fell to the ground and the silence resounds...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Take me to a fusion reactor, and if I try jumping in, maybe then..
Do you think death would be a nightmare or a lucid dream!?
I hope you'll see the sunrise when I'm gone, oh what a beautiful sight it would be,
Don't you think so too? to see the sun rise on a brand new world, without me?

As it should be.....

~la la la la la, ah~